“五年前的今天，一位经理让我暂时放下助产工作，去接种我的第一剂新冠疫苗。这位经理给我左臂注射了疫苗。”他们不能因为我是糖尿病患者就让我午休，却能抽出半小时给我注射这种生物武器。几周后，我陷入了长达六个月的严重抑郁，靠药物和安眠药度日。如果我当时知道我现在所知道的一切，我一定会把门堵死！2020年至2023年间，我请了超过370天的病假，直到我亲眼目睹了婴儿死亡率上升、孕产妇受到伤害、员工遭受虐待，作为工会代表，我提出了4项申诉，并参加了劳动仲裁——目睹了腐败案件——我才在2024年2月7日辞职。助产士受到严密监控，工作人员会截屏社交媒体帖子并发送给管理层——这意味着我们不能在网上发表任何政治或个人观点。从你踏入大学的那一刻起，你就被潜移默化地培养。你不敢做任何错事，因为害怕失去你辛辛苦苦获得的执业资格。头脑清醒后，打开X和其他平台，与戴夫·卡特兰的会面，一切都像潮水般涌来。所有的事情都在那里，但我之前却没能将它们联系起来。我过去常常质疑，为什么突然之间婴儿死亡、孕妇出血或身体不适的案例如此之多——但在同事眼里，我问的这个看似简单却又合乎逻辑的问题，简直像个疯子。我看到一些帖子说，那些接种疫苗的人应该下地狱。有时候，我的确有这种感觉。看到无辜的男女老幼因为疫苗而丧命，真是令人恐惧。但我当时做出了自己的选择，那是我当时的路。我当时对雇主——英国国家医疗服务体系（NHS）的腐败一无所知。我希望我为孕产妇服务发声的承诺能够挽救尽可能多的生命。我希望我的声音能够回响数十年，确保我们的后代了解分娩的意义和方法，并拒绝不必要的药物和干预。最重要的教训是，只有女性才能选择自己的分娩方式，她们可以决定是否接受干预。这对于我们恢复健康，并建立更健康的男性、女性和儿童社区至关重要。我们需要一个能够安全存储数据且无法被篡改或删除的网络。我相信Teranode正在朝着这个方向努力。我们长期以来一直被奴役。就我个人而言，我绝不接受，也永远不会允许自己继续做奴隶。今天，我反思，我疗愈。我们必须履行我们的使命，我们继续前行，为了全人类。维多利亚·里克斯顿“On this day 5 years ago a manager relieved me from my midwifery duties to go and have my first Covid vaccine. A manager administered this in my left arm. They couldn’t relieve me for lunch breaks as a diabetic - but could spare me for 1/2 an hour to be injected with this bio weapon. Weeks after this, I slumped into 6 months of dark depression, medicated and on sleeping tablets. If only I knew then what I do now, I would have barricaded the doors!!! I had over 370 days off sick between 2020-2023 and it was only when I witnessed the increased baby deaths, maternal harm, abuse on staff, raising 4 grievances, and an employment tribunal whilst being a union rep - witnessing corrupt cases - I walked out on 7th Feb 2024.Midwives are heavily surveillanced, staff screen shotting social media posts and sending to management - meaning we can’t have political or personal views on line. You are groomed from the moment you step foot in university. You dare make a wrong move, in fear of losing your registration that you worked so hard for. With a clearer head, opening X and other platforms, meeting Dave Cartland did everything ‘flood’ in. It was all there, but I hadn’t connected the dots. I used to question why we all of a sudden had so many baby deaths, bleeding or unwell pregnant women - but I looked like the nutter to my colleagues asking this simple yet logical question. I see posts that those who took the vaccine belong in hell. Well at times I feel it. Seeing innocent men, women and children dying as a result of the vaccine is terrifying. But I made my choices, and that was my path at the time. Little did I understand the corruption at the hands of my own employer - the NHS. I hope my pledge on speaking out for maternity services has saved as many lives as possible. I hope my voice echos for decades ensuring our generations to come know why and how to birth, and decline unnecessary medication and intervention. The biggest lesson that only women choose their birth, they decide and consent for intervention or not. This is key in our recovery & growing healthier communities of men, women & children. We need a network where our data is stored safely and cannot be altered or deleted. That I believe is in the making with Teranode. For to long we have been slaves. I for one do not, and will never consent or give permission to remain a slave. Today I reflect. I heal. We must serve our purpose. We push on. For humanity.”- Victoria Rixon -
